"If I didn't define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other people's fantasies for me and eaten alive." - Audre Lorde

self: O.E. self, seolf, sylf "one's own person, same," "separate, apart"
"Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth." [Alan Watts]
To have you define me would be unjust
The business of definition belongs to the defined.
Your book defines me as 'black, but comely'
Your book is mistaken in this regard
I stand silhouetted in the light
I am black AND comely
Unapologetic
Bent,
I am,
Unfurling
Tried;
I stand the test of time
Feminist, writer, freethinker, equality seeker
Are adjectives that attempt to define me
Progressive pragmatic
Introverted excavator
Lucky and cursed
The only person I am better than is who I was yesterday
My sole competition stares back at me in the mirror.
Knocked down
Cut off
Left out
Brooding
I left my blood running
In uncharted waters
I swim
I will compromise, but never surrender
Even though I've tried to give up one too many times
I am
Limitless
Impatient
Unlimited
Enigma,
Unwritten
I am undefined...
"How can I accept a limited definable self when I feel, in me, all possibilities." — Anaïs Nin
https://suite101.com/deroux-alexander/undefined
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